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Chapter 4. Loveless encounter. Love. What is love. What did it mean to love someone. You wanted to be with them forever, to give them everything, to trust them with things so precious. In the end you'll only come to the conclusion that they 'd betrayed you, left you for someone better. All those lies you had once believed and lived upon. You'd come to know that they were all fake, lies told from within. This was true. I hadn't at first believed this nonsense but I've come to. Though I pretend otherwise. I'm back here again, exactly where I had started. I wonder if I'll ever get to escape and live out my dream. I guess its right, dreaming ar

Chapter 3. The lies that have brought me this far, weren't exactly what they appeared to be. I close my eyes. I dream, dreamt of all the things I wished for. I could have them in dreams, live the life I have always envied. I have this far to the ending. My happy ending in the dream, compared to my not so happy ending I had gotten in this world we called reality. I despised it. Now all this reminded me of this memory Uncle Lucifer had told me. One especially painful to remember memory that I enjoyed. It was sweet and bitter in the same way. It made me want to wish something. Something that would never ever come true.. "3, 2, 1.., ready o

Chapter 2. Death isnt laughter. I took my first step, wobbling as I walked. My mind was filled with anxiety and so much excitement it was becoming overwhelming. Quickly, I walked down the stone path and through the flower garden. The cold air blew against my cheek as I rushed past the blue roses and daises. I had fear all across my face. I hoped Mother wouldn't catch me. The consequences would be severe punishment. I cringed at the thought of that and fastened my pace, my fingers tightly gripping the top of my dress holding it up so it wouldn't touch the ground. Mother would notice immediately if I had dirt stains on my white laced dress.

Dance with the devil, don't look him in the eyes, he'll intoxicate you with the forbidden poison of a thousand sins. Not only do those eyes penetrate you down to your soul, but the poison gets down to every little drop of blood you own. There's no saving you, you hopeless fool. You danced with the devil, survive the injuries. You're on your own. God closed his gates on you, now you're knocking on the devil's door for forgiveness of something you shouldn't be framed for. Though, death is one easy little thing that you can easily ask for. But honestly, dear, was the Devil that intoxicating that you'd let him take your life?

Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart. Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain. I don't need you anymore… Is what I think while tears pour. I hate you like I hate my life; But love is what cuts like a knife. Love is death and death is you; Its pain stains like a black tattoo. Those memories come back again And bind me in the ropes of pain. Crimson blood streams down my head Like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread, To a platinum bullet, a hole in my skull